She arched her body,
thrusting her breasts up as he placed wet kisses across the swell of her
breasts. She clutched the hair at the back of his dark head as he traced an
infinitesimally slow trail up her collar bone to her throat. He was killing her
with his indolence so much that she urgently tugged at his hair forcing him to
raise his head. His caramel eyes seared her before he swooped down to take her
rosy lips with equal urgency. His tongue darted into the molten cavern of her
mouth to mate with hers, sending a streak of electricity right down to her
core, making hot liquid pool there. As he continued to assault her mouth, his
hands moved down to mould her breasts, moving down her rib cage to the soft
swell of her stomach,continuing to inch downward…..
Arrrnavv!
‘Khushi,
are you okay?’ Arnav’s voice broke through her haze and she blinked her eyes to
see his caramel eyes filled with concern. She looked about herself to see that
they were in the tiny room in the tourist complex. She had been dreaming!
Sometime
during the night, he seemed to have found a clean blanket. But to her
consternation she had found her hand clutching his shoulder, her body plastered
to his, his hand around her waist and her leg lodged snugly between his.
‘Did
you have a nightmare?’ he prodded.
‘Uh….hmm,’
she muttered not trusting herself to speak. She stole a glance at him to see a
flash of awareness entering his eyes that very second.
Detaching
himself from her, he was up in an instant and went into the bathroom. After a
few minutes he stepped out. ‘I will try to find a tooth brush or at least some
tooth paste.’ He mumbled before leaving the room.
Khushi
came out to stand near the window, hugging herself against the chill that had crept
into her once again. She looked out into the garden with people walking about. As
she took in the greenery and the flowers she realized everything looked so
normal in the early morning light.
When
she had stepped in the lobby the previous night, seeing the men approach them
she had wondered for one brief moment if the place was haunted. She chuckled at
her own silliness.
‘I
found a brush and paste,’ Arnav told her as he entered the room, ‘Go freshen up
quickly.’ The imperious tone was back. Laad Governor!
After
brushing her teeth, Khushi decided to grab a quick shower quickly undressed.She
realized that she smelled of his inimitable musky fragrance and her heartbeat
quickened as it suddenly hit her that she had spent an entire night in his
arms.
As
she splashed on the cold water from the bucket, her eyes began to smart at the
tenderness with which he had spoken to her in the morning. Khushi, are you okay?
After
she stepped out,Arnav took his turn with the bathroom. As she went about
straightening the room, there was a knock on the door and as she opened it
there was a man with a tray and two cups of steaming beverage. He put the cups
on the table and told her one was tea and the other coffee - black. She picked
up her cup and went to sit on the chair by the window.
Arnav
came out of the bathroom, his hair damp from the bath. Khushi’s heart skipped a
beat at how rugged he looked with his hair on his forehead and the thick growth
of stubble on his cheeks.He had discarded his waist coat and pulled the tails
of his shirt out of his waistband.
He
gulped down his lukewarm coffee and put down the coffee cup. ‘I will be downstairs
checking out. Come down when you are ready. Don’t forget to wear my coat.’
It
was still seven’o clock in the morning and still foggy but the day light had made
visibility a little easier. Arnav was in and out of calls all through the
journey and Khushi was lost in her own thoughts.
Why
couldn’t life be simple as it was five years ago during Akash and Payal’s
wedding? That month had been the most blissful month in her entire life.
After the New Year eve
party, she felt like she was falling into a deep abyss of tumultuous emotions.
Buaji had told her not to go for her dance classes as there was a lot of work
to be done for the wedding. She felt like someone had squeezed her heart really
hard when she realized she won’t be seeing Arnav every day. Who would make him
his coffee the way he liked it?
A couple of days later,
Anjali had come to their house to take them out for a movie. She had come home
on leave and had told the Guptas that she wanted to get to know her bhabhi
better. Khushi had taken extra care to dress up that day in the hopes that
Arnav might be there. When they reached the cinemas, her face fell when she saw
Lavanya standing next to Arnav and Akash. How could she have forgotten Lavanya
was the chosen girl for Arnav? She decided to stick to Anjali asking her about
her work in the college, trying her level best to ignore those mesmerizing
eyes.
Just as they were being
let into the theatre, Lavanya said, ‘How am I looking Arnav? Is my hair ok?’
‘It wouldn’t harm to run
a brush through it I suppose,’ Arnav quipped.‘Why don’t you take your ticket
and use the rest room?’ He gave her a ticket.
When they found their
row, Akash went in followed by Payal and Anjali. As Khushi took her seat next
to Anjali, she was surprised to see Arnav taking the one next to her. She saw
the same surprise mirrored in Lavanya’s face as she took the empty one next to
Arnav.
As the movie began,Khushi’sdhak-dhak
began when Arnav’s large hand wrapped itself around her small one in a firm grip.
When she tried to steal a glance at him from the corner of her eye she realized
he was engrossed in a conversation with Lavanya! Her anger went up a few
notches and she tried to wriggle out of his grasp only to fail miserably. His
grip was unbreakable. She decided to ignore him and relaxed her hand completely
and began to concentrate on the movie. Then his grip slackened --- but her
relief was short lived as he turned her hand and interspersed his fingers
through hers, the tips caressing her thighs at the same time. A tingling
sensation sliced through to her core as he squeezed her palm gently but firmly.
Then his thumb began to make little circles on her palm, sending shards of fire
right into her veins to suffuse her entire body with heat. The images in front
of her began to blur and she squeezed her eyes shut. Then she jumped as a husky
voice whispered in her ear. ‘Relax, Khushi.’
On
Wednesday morning just before the results of the exams was to be announced to
the students, Khushi sat in front of Mrs Bedi, the head of Nrityadham, her
dance school. She was vivacious woman in her fifties, a yesteryear odissi
dancer, who wore thick khol in her eyes and a big bindi on her forehead. Her
office was large with pictures of great dancers adorning the walls. She picked
up a slip of paper that look like cheque and waved it in the air.
‘We
got a sponsor!’ she squealed like a little girl.
Khushi
was exhilarated at the news. ‘How much is it madam?’
‘I
have strict instructions not to reveal it Khushi,’ she said waving the cheque
gaily. ‘But as they say bhagwaan jab deta hai….’
‘Can
I know the name of the sponsor?’ Wariness entered her voice.
‘As
if you don’t know it is your friend Mr Arnav Singh Raizada,’ she chided. ‘You
talked to him about it didn’t you?’
‘I
did,’ Khushi agreed.
‘Alright
I will tell you this much,’ she leaned forward conspiratorially. ‘This year we
will bring the scholarships up to six.’
‘That’s
wonderful, madam!’
‘Yes,
wonderful!’ Mrs Bedi put the cheque to her mouth and kissed it. ‘Mr Raizada is
undeniably a very generous man. It is very rare to find such patrons of the
arts.I have asked him to come to our graduation function so I can thank him
personally.’ She beamed.
‘I
would like to inform Piyali’s family if you don’t mind.’ Khushi requested the older
lady, who absolutely had no objections.
‘It
is your privilege my dear.’ She smiled.
Later, as she was returning back home Khushi
released a deep breath. So, Piyali had been accepted, she thought wonderingly,
and all because of Arnav. Not only Piyali, but five other deserving students as
well. Suddenly, her phone began to ring. It was her amma. She had called her to
remind her that they were supposed to go to ChandiChowk for shopping. She informed
her that she was on her way and laid her head against the window and closed her
eyes.
After the movie
expedition, Arnav had begun to possess her heart and mind with an intensity
that bordered on craziness.
A few days later, when they
had gone shopping for Payal’s wedding lehenga, he and Akash had turned up with
Anjali. She tried her best to ward off Anjali’s suggestion that she should try
some lehengas herself and told her to help Payal make the selections. Then she
received a message on her phone, from Arnav asking her to try out a lehenga she
had just rejected – a red lehenga with a wine colored velvet border and a
matching choli and chunri. The work on the chunri and the lehenga were
elaborate and exquisite and Khushi was absolutely sure it was something really
expensive.
When she put on the
lehenga and stepped out of the trial room, he stood behind her, his caramel
eyes hot in the mirror, as he swept her from head to toe.
‘I can’t accept this
Arnavji,’ she had whispered tremulously when she heard him tell the sales girl
to pack the costume.
‘It is not for you,’ he
said, and when she looked up at him questioningly, he had added, ‘It’s for me.’
Khushi
came out of her reverie when the car stopped in front of her house. She looked
down at her hands and the tears that she had been holding on to all this while
flowed unchecked as she looked at the ring shining on her finger. She couldn’t
do this anymore. She would have to talk to him.
**
‘How
did it come to this Nani!’ Anjali said pacing about in her grandmother’s room.
‘Khushi will be getting married tomorrow! Why can’t you do something?’
‘Have
you heard of the saying that you can bring the horse to the water but you
cannot make it drink?’ Naniji said with a look of resignation on her face. ‘I
persuaded Arnav come down to India to help us with AR, thinking that if he and
Khushi saw each other things might work out, but I wonder if I was mistaken ---’
‘No
Nani, there is no mistake,’ Anjali said with a shake of her head, ‘you and I
knew even five years ago that there was something going on between the two of
them.But then she just packed up and left for Mumbai. Mom was the one who sponsored
her, right?’
‘Yes,’
Naniji’s old eyebrows creased with consternation. She had wondered about her
daughter’s unusual behaviour when she had told her that she wanted to sponsor
Khushi’s education in Mumbai, as her she was not prone to such spurts of
generosity. ‘She told me that Khushi had come to her for help.’
‘That’s
so strange. Khushi never came across as the over-ambitious type to me.’ Anjali
said thinking about the free-spirited bubbly girl of eighteen.When she came
back from Mumbai, she was just a shadow of what she once was. She looked
melancholic, like a woman who had lost something very precious in her life. But
she had seen glimpses of the old Khushi in the past couple of months since
Arnav was back. She glowed like a lamp in his presence. Arnav was the same. The
way they looked at each other, the awareness between them was palpable. ‘There
is definitely no mistake.’ Anjali repeated aloud.
‘Nani,
don’t you remember what happened just before Khushi’s and NK’s engagement?’
Anjali
had heard a loud noise of a utensil crashing to the floor and rushed to the
kitchen to see Arnav holding Khushi’s hand under the running water of the
kitchen sink. Apparently, in the middle of making coffee for Arnav, Khushi had
touched the steel handle of the round bottom pan in which she had just finished
making jalebis. The fingers of her left hand had blistered so badly leaving her
in intense pain.
She
remembered how her usually calm brother had panicked and berated the poor girl
who was already suffering from excruciating pain.
‘I
can’t believe Mami decided to go ahead with engagement in spite of the
accident. I have a feeling Khushi did it deliberately,’ she said sitting on the
bed, ‘she didn’t want NK to put the ring on her left ring finger.’
‘How
could she?’ Naniji said looking at her granddaughter with a smile on her lips.
‘She was already wearing Arnav’s ring on that finger.’
‘What
are you talking about Nani?’ Anjali said her eyebrows rising, her eyes going
wide with surprise.
‘You
know I had been telling you that I wanted to gift Khushi something for a long
time,’ Naniji began. ‘A few days after she came back from Agra, I called her to
come to the jewellery store. She told me that Arnav was just picking her up from
the house to take her for some important meeting. When I spoke to Arnav, he agreed
to bring Khushi to the store en route as they could squeeze in some time.
‘Khushi
came and we started looking at rings but Khushi was having a tough time
choosing one. After deliberating for nearly thirty minutes she told me that she
didn’t want anything and stood up as they had a meeting to rush to. She said we
could do it another day. Just then your brother came up behind her,picked up a
ring from the selections, took her hand in his and slid it on her left ring
finger. He looked at me and told me that Khushi had never been able to make up
her own mind.’
‘He
is actually right.’ Anjali said as she remembered the shopping spree during
Akash’s wedding.
Naniji
continued. ‘Unfortunately, it was the same night that Manorama announced that
the engagement was to be two days. I saw how desolate they both looked at that
moment.’
‘Khushi
is stuck between two idiotic men!’ Anjali said getting up from the bed.
‘First
one is NK. Can’t he see that Khushi doesn’t love him? He had been so busy with
work from the past couple of months and now he has happily gone to Australia to
bring his mother for the wedding tomorrow. He has just taken her for granted,
hasn’t he?’
‘And
the my brother is the other idiot. He
took off to the US without a word on the night of the engagement. And after
that he refused to talk about Khushi whenever I called.’
She
continued. ‘And Khushi is no less.Yesterday when I went to her house for her
mehendi, she pretended to get a phone call when the mehendi artist asked her if
she wanted her fiancĂ©e’s name on her hand.
‘I
tried talking to her but she won’t tell me anything. That girl can be so
irritating sometimes. She thinks she is the only one who can be great. She
thinks I didn’t realize the effort she made in bringing Arnav and me closer
during Diwali.
‘Why
is she doing this Nani? Why can’t she tell her parents she is not interested in
this marriage?’
‘Obligation.’
Nani said laconically. You of all people
should understand that very well, bitiya Naniji looked at her granddaughter
sadly.
‘Khushi
had always been made to feel like she was an adopted child at the Gupta household.
Moreover, the Guptas have given their word to your mami and they probably don’t
want to rub your mami the wrong way. You know the fuss Manorama had created for
Akash and Payal’s wedding.’
‘Ah
Mami!’ Anjali grated in frustration.
‘And what was the need for her to advance the wedding date by a whole week?’ Anjali
lamented. ‘Arnav is attending some offsite meeting up in the mountains. His phone
is unreachable.’ She looked at her grandmother. ‘God Nani! How can you be so
calm?’
‘Bitiya,’
Nani put a hand on Anjali’s shoulder.‘Arnav and Khushi are grownups. They have
to make their own decisions. You and I cannot make it for them.
‘But
I also believe in destiny and divine interventions. Have faith in Devi Maiyya.’
Afterall they were written in the stars.
Delusional fools! Destiny and divine
interventions indeed! Shyam thought as he walked away from Naniji’s door. They
only saw what they wanted to see, didn’t they? They were making their own
interpretations about accidents and rings.How could they talk about Khushiji
like that? He went into the bedroom and took out a plastic bag kept at the
bottom, under his clothes. He took it to Khushi’s room, took out the tan jacket
from inside and placed it inside the wardrobe gently. Thankfully, he had been
the one to receive the courier when it had arrived this morning. It had been
sent by the manager of The Oberoi, Amar Vilas Agra, to Arnav Singh Raizada, apologizing
for the delay.
Khushiji
deserved only the best in life. Only the
best.And he would do anything to ensure that.
As
her friends danced in her sangeet, in the next room, Khushi looked out at the
night sky from her bedroom window.
Nani had summoned her to
the house, asking her help the ladies in the family learn a few short steps for
the sangeet, along with Khushi’s own solo performance.
‘Khushi, suggest a song
so Arnav and I can dance,’ said Lavanya just as Arnav came down to join the
group along with Akash.
‘No!’ Both Arnav and
Khushi said in unison.
‘Oh I know,’ Lavanya continued
emphatically, ‘we should dance for ‘teri ore’ from Singh is King.’
Arnav raised her
eyebrows sardonically, ‘Who is the Queen then?’
‘The steps for the guy are
easy Arnav,’ Lavanya pointed out oblivious of Arnav’s mockery. ‘And I am sure
Khushi will be able to teach me Katrina’s steps.’
On the day of the
rehearsal, Anjali informed them that Lavanya was running late and that she
should go ahead and start without her and show Arnav the steps. When she
switched on the song so they could take a look at the sequence, he had started
laughing.
‘How is anyone supposed
to dance for this?’ he said looking at his sister. The he turned to Khushi,
‘Can you?’
‘Yes.’ she had replied
simply.
‘Show me.’
The one time Khushi
always shed her inhibitions was when she danced. And she had a photographic
memory where dance was concerned and she pretty much knew how the steps would
go. She began to sway to the music and just like the heroine of the song, she
began to twirl. After a minute into the song, she found herself being pulled as
Arnav bent her over really low in his arms.
‘Am I doing this right?’
he said looking deep into her eyes.
She just nodded her
mouth going dry. Just when she thought he was going to kiss her right there in
front of his sister he pulled her up.
‘Ok then,’ he said still
holding her in his arms, ‘if this all there is to it then this should be a
cakewalk.’
After that he hadn’t
really come for the rehearsals at all. Lavanya had tried her best to do the
dance gracefully but failed miserably and Arnav’s absence in the rehearsals
added to her irritation.
Finally on the day of
the Sangeet, Khushi came in wearing a plain red georgette saree. Arnav had sent
her a message earlier that he wanted to see her in red, with her hair left
loose. Those mesmerizing brown eyes were on her all evening, flustering Khushi
so much that she was sure she was going to mess up her dance performance.
But she had given a
wonderful performance and had received great applause from everyone. She had
changed back into her saree when she saw Lavanya had come in with her mother, her
foot in a cast. She had sprained her ankle the previous evening during a
shopping spree and would be unable to even walk without the help of crutches.
‘What is this Sumi,’
Sharada Raizada said as the family gathered around Lavanya, ‘After all the
efforts Arnav put in to learn dance for the first time in his life, your
daughter ends up injuring herself.’
‘That is exactly why I
am not going to let it all go to waste,’ he said suddenly. ‘Khushi knows the
steps.’ He grasped Khushi by her hand and went toward the stage, shocking both
Raizadas and the Guptas.
As the music began
wafting through the air, Khushi looked at Arnav standing across the stage from
her and in that instant they were both transported back to their magical place
– The Valley of Flowers.
Khushi trepidatiouslylifted
her pallu and turned around, her arms wide moving her lips automatically to the
words in the song….
Dil khogaya
Hogaya kisika
Ab raasta mil gaya
Khushi ka…
She walked toward him
slowly and stood in front of him. She couldn’t help as her emotions flowed out
through her luminous eyes, his warm caramel eyes scorching her as she walked
around him with her hand on his shoulder.
Aankhon mein hai khwab sa
Kisi ka
Ab raasta mil gaya
Khushi ka
Arnav took her hand his
eyes unwavering as they stood arms length apart from each other….
Rishta naya rabba
Dil choo raha hai
Kheeche mujhe koi dor, teri ore
Hebegan pulling her
toward him…..
Teri Ore Teri Ore Teri Ore, hai rabba
Teri Ore Teri Ore Teri Ore…..
She could feel his
breath on her neck as he bent her low in his arms, one hand on her upper back
and the other on her bare waist. He then he pulled her upflush against him, her
back to his front. As he stood behind her, he ran his hands down the length of
her arm to come and rest on her stomach. Then he put his hands on her waist and
turned her around to lift her high up in the air. Khushi’s eyes never wavered
from his, her long hair covering his face as she slid down slowly…..
Khulti fizaaein, khulti ghatayein,
Sar pe naya ha iaasaman
Chaaro dishaayein, hass ke bulaayein,
Ye sab hue hain meharbaan…
He bent her once again,
holding her behind her neck as low as the ground and lifted her slowly back
holding her hand…..
Hume ko yahi rabba
Kasam se pata hai,
Dil per nahi koi zor
Teri Ore Teri Ore Teri Ore, hair abba
Teri Ore Teri Ore Teri Ore…..
The
loud blare of music brought Khushi out of her reverie. Oh Arnav she sighed, the pain in her heart deepening, as tears glistened
on her cheeks like the stars in the night sky.
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ReplyDeleteSo Khushi is getting married in a day and Arnav is gone just like that! Why is he doing this to her? Nani was right The Guptas always made her feel like she owe them something or everthing and payal treat Khushi more like a servant then sister! Payal is married to Akash so Guptas will never take a chance with mamiji! NK is stupid. Arnav is a idiot so basically there is no one for Khushi!
DeleteThat song and dance was just beautiful!
The theater scene reminded me of my first time with my husband, but back then he was not my husband and thank god there was no Lavaniya either, but there was my sister and his sister and few other family member! My husband did the same thing what Arnav did while sitting beside my sister! Thank for this chapter.
Looking forward to next chapter!
Latha
This was a beautiful update. You mingle the past and the present so well. I am loving this story. The intensity of emotions is so well described that one can feel it. I get goosebumps when I read . The choice of song is impeccable. One can imagine them dancind on this song. Good you chose this song, it doesn't always have to be teri meri.
ReplyDeleteWhat is Shyam here? Good or bad?
Khushi is marrying NK. Hope something happens to stop it.
I saw that you ad updated on IF. But I prefer to read on your blog as you might shift the story to the blog and I don't want to be left out.
IF(1chilly)
what the .....
ReplyDeletekushi is getting married tomorrow and arnav is no where to be seen
and my only hope is shayam to do something stupid!!!
and the dream,the dance and the engagement is so perfect and thank god kushi is not completely engaged to NK
awesome update ........
love u for the beautiful update
and hate u for making me wait for 1 more week :(
Poor Khushi has always suffered no matter who's there
ReplyDeleteNow Khushi's getting married and Arnav isn't there?
Nani and Anjali tried but i guess they can't do anymore
& ergh Shyam just makes me sick
Poor Khushi is all alone :(
Lovely update tho!
No, hell no, she can't get married to that doofus NK
ReplyDeleteArnav get your stupid backside back there and stop this wedding
Nani and Anjali really is trying to get them together but to no avail
Snakewa makes me want to puke
Oh GOD ...how can Arnav let her go....N he stay in US....poor khushi...but when will she learn to stand up for herself n live her life...she has to stop the marriage if she doesn't want..
ReplyDeleteTHAT CREEP SHYAM....WHAT is he planning...WORRIED FOR KHUSHI
Khushi is getting married in a day?!?!??! why did mami prepone the wedding...? n nani n anjali know about arnav n khushi... n they are trying to get them together but why has Arnav given up...??????
ReplyDeleten what is this shyam upto, taking arnav's jacket n putting it in khushi's room... WTH????
cant wait to find out who finally manages to stop the wedding. ..
hmmm..this is gettin tense..khushi gettin married in a day n arnav is back to avoiding her...m hating NK more in this story than anyone else..he is just takin her for granted..n i hope shyam doesnt lead to furthr misunderstanding betwn them... the flashbacks are jus amazing! - poojasidd123(IF)
ReplyDeleteWhat!!! how can khushi marry that stupid NK when she can't even relax in his presence,can't believe Arnav will let this happen, hopefully not.
ReplyDeletestupid shyam planted the jacket in khushi closet and if the wedding gets called off and people question khushi, Arnav might have to get married to her to save her from disgrace or something since shyam is married and he can't. how stupid he can be
I really don't Arnav to accept khushi as some obligation but Actually want to when he can't see her getting married someone else and having someone else any right over her other than him.really want some Possessive Arnav moment and dramatic entry. how awsome would that be.
can't wait to read more
thanx for the pm:)
PS: Khushi and NK better not get married:P
i love the flashbacks and the present track man it must be hard managing two parellel tracks but u do it with a lot of ease man i jus reread dr again am planning to reread vof ur jus an amazing writer n i seem to like u work better every time i seem to like vof a tad but better but love ur arnav and kushis beautiful and ur anjali she seems strong for a change
ReplyDeleteloved the interwoven flashback and present...you write really well...apprehensive about the one day to go state of affairs but hoping for the best
ReplyDeleteSuperb...... Superb update..............His care for her in the hotel..........his generosity while donating which is sufficient for 5 more girls to get a sponsorship just because khushi asked............their movie interaction..........he selected lehenga for her and said that it is for him.........he selected a ring and made her wear it...........He said that " Khushi had never been able to make up her own mind" I think it is not true.....because he does not know that she left him because his mother did not wanted to...........may be he will know that one day..........when khushi is getting married in a day......where he is?...........please come a stop this marriage arnav.......may be as Anjali said supreme intervention is required to stop this marriage...........The song was apt for arshi...........Does not understand what shyam is up to?............waiting for another wonderful update.........
ReplyDeleteLovely
ReplyDeleteSo Khushi is getting married in a day and Arnav is gone just like that!!!! Without doing any thing? how?
ReplyDeleteAnjali is right...NK is stupid and Arnav is a idiot. Nk took Khushi for granted and he didn't even sense that she don't love him the way she freezes when he goes near her and other side Arnav gone away to US instead of doing something and refused to talk about Khushi or her wedding.
Nani is right the Guptas always made her feel like she owe them something and payal never treated Khushi like a sister and Payal is married to Akash so Guptas will never take a chance with mamiji and they let her prephone Khushi's wedding.
Loved the part where nani wanted to gift Khushi something and the way Arnav himself slid rhe ring on Khushi's left hand ring finger. Poor Khushi burt her finger as Nk cannot put the ring that winger because she already wearing Arnav's ring.
The flashback theatre part and Akash and Payal's sangeet dance by Arnav and khushi is beautiful and the way you penned it is mesmerising.
What is that vile Shyam planning? Why he is keeping jacket in Khushi's room?